Bloggity Stuff

So originally I had all my different projects on separate websites so I could attempt to be all organized and shit.  In case you don't know me well, this usually never works out in my favor.  The more I try to "organize" the more work I give myself and then the more stressed out I get and then I get absolutely zilch finished.  So to avoid the lack of updating and workload I am going to start putting everything I do on this website.  That way, not only do I consolidate my projects, but those of you who actually read my lame-ass (I am so self-depreciating) blog will get to know my interests and personality better.

With this being said, the future of my blog will house not only my fanfiction, but my photography that I am attempting to pick back up again, my original writing stuff (until I get the gumption to start really marketing myself and get an 'official' webpage to start being more professional -- which means I'll have to get over my anxiety better before that), and probably my Sims crap.  Yes, I play the Sims.  Guilty pleasure.  I love, love, love building and designing houses, but I am woefully disorganized (there's that word again) when it comes to keeping track of them and sharing.  I never felt like I was good enough.  But I want to start sharing and possibly even tracking the progress of my neighborhoods.  And I know most people won't care about this and that is fine, because you don't have to check that part out.  Also, I am not even sure I will include that on this site at all.  So if you are interested let me know.  Who knows, there may be a shit ton more Sims fans than I expect.

I am currently figuring out how I want my navigation to work.  I believe I will keep it being moved to the left hand sidebar.  I just need to figure out how to lay it out.  So the last few days has been pretty productive at least in the thought department at trying to get myself back online and active. 

However, this weekend my city is hosting OMG Con and one of my best friends is coming up to visit and hang out.  I haven't seen her since Christmas so I will likely be distracted by that for a time.  I am also trying to fix another friend's computer that went to hell.  So, lots to do, but at least its getting done.  Which is quite something to be said after months of hiding for the world and hoping to disappear off the planet.  *shrug*

Absence, Heart, and Stuff...

Story of my life.

My god, has it really been last year, at HALLOWEEN, since I've posted anything?  Jeezus!  Some of you already know that I'm kind of a basket case anyway.  Lately I've been going through a lot of changes, including now being on two anti-depression and anxiety medications which have helped a little with my constant panic attacks.  Although I have spent more time in hermit-like isolation than I would have liked.  I don't get online much.  Never did, but at least when I was constantly writing I forced myself on for updates.  But when I went into my last downward spiral I just left everything in a corner and adjourned to my xbox to shoot things in the face in private.  I'm really a sucky person i guess.  But I am trying to cope with my issues so I can get back to work.  I feel like I am failing those of you who really look forward to my updates and my posts.  Its going to take time to work myself back up to the work load I am used to when it comes to my fanfics.  Hopefully I won't have another complete shutdown -- at least for a while.

This isn't really the update I had planned, but I feel like I need to offer something before I return.

Shadow