Absence, Heart, and Stuff...

Story of my life.

My god, has it really been last year, at HALLOWEEN, since I've posted anything?  Jeezus!  Some of you already know that I'm kind of a basket case anyway.  Lately I've been going through a lot of changes, including now being on two anti-depression and anxiety medications which have helped a little with my constant panic attacks.  Although I have spent more time in hermit-like isolation than I would have liked.  I don't get online much.  Never did, but at least when I was constantly writing I forced myself on for updates.  But when I went into my last downward spiral I just left everything in a corner and adjourned to my xbox to shoot things in the face in private.  I'm really a sucky person i guess.  But I am trying to cope with my issues so I can get back to work.  I feel like I am failing those of you who really look forward to my updates and my posts.  Its going to take time to work myself back up to the work load I am used to when it comes to my fanfics.  Hopefully I won't have another complete shutdown -- at least for a while.

This isn't really the update I had planned, but I feel like I need to offer something before I return.

Shadow